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I'm desperately trying to learn to be a "good enough" artist, but I haven't really had any good inspiration in the last few years. Digital painting is the coolest stuff, and I feel I can do it better than 3d stuff, so that's what I'm going to practise. I'm REALLY hoping to be able to finally be active in churning out nice picture after picture and not just once every couple of years.

I haven't been active here lately. My activities have been revolving more around making music, surfing the web and doing part-time jobs than trying to finish any graphics work. Now I'm applying to the same school that my friend ( saltsi.deviantart.com/ ) is in and if I get in there, that means I'm kind of automatically going to make lots of computer graphics to post here come autumn. I'll try to make something before that, though

What else to say after a long absense... Well, I've added some music videos I made and other cool stuff to YouTube! Check them out at www.youtube.com/user/dukeaccen…

I wish I had more time for my Starsailor 2105 comic. I have so much ideas but never enough time or motivation to start. And I have lot's of visions about what it should look like but I can't draw them. I'm sorry about this. I know there are at least a few people that have liked the comic. But I know also that I will continue on it as soon as I can. You will see more Starsailor 2105 some day. That's a promise.

Now I'm happy! I make electronic music, mostly techno. I think I've just now reached the sound and quality I want to make. I've found my sound, so to speak. My music has a very distinctive sound to it. Kinda like a mix between Richie Hawtin, Cari Lekebusch and Kraftwerk, but generally harder and grittier... The styles I make are mainly detroit techno, tech house, minimal techno, schranz (a very hard & distorted style of techno) and suomisaundi (finnish style of psytrance).

If you can work your way around pages in finnish, here's my best musicprojects in mikseri.net:

www.mikseri.net/skillzator
www.mikseri.net/chillwinds
www.mikseri.net/someenjarvi

Other things... I decided to list the best 5 games of all time:

1. Doom I & II - Legendary. Just legendary.
2. GTA: San Andreas - I love all GTA:s but GTA:SA is the best of them. Just because there is so much to do and the cities & countryside is HUGE.
3. Nethack - it was fun, it is fun, it will be fun forever.
4. Civilization 2 - I've played 1, 2 and 3 and I think 2 is the best of them.
5. Half Life - I just wish I had a better computer so I could play HL2...

No girlfriend, no fun. I've been yanking nails off some stupid boards the whole day and my hands hurt, and no one cares or says something nice to me after all that. Makes me wanna do all kinds of stupid poems and stuff and maybe draw something violent. But i'm not that good at drawing. It'll come up looking stupid anyway. The only things that I can draw well are machines (at least I think so).
Come on! It can't be that hard! Someone! Love me! Maybe that would cheer me up. Yes. Definately.